Thank you

I thank God for you
Every time I pray,
I pray for you, for your efforts,
And how courageously made me to write.

I thank the loyal readers,
True souls that I have in you,
‘Cause you stayed there to read my poems,
Who never hesitated to correct me whenever I mess it up.

It’s not like I’ve made it,
But I’m still moving forward,
To see where it all gonna take me,
So I put efforts to perfect it everyday.

I just wanna thank you,
For understanding that I’m still coming up,
For anyone who had criticized me,
Please don’t panic, you did nothing wrong, you only needed the best in me.

I wanna make a smile on your face,
Everyday I write as a way of compensation,
Lift the lost souls,
As per my creativity is concerned.

In my conclusion, I remind you readers,
That please be joyful,
In everything you do in life,
‘Cause that’s what keep us going despite many life challenges.

Thee Pirate

Hiding my claws

I turn blunt my claws
Walking away from foes
Picked up the low key
To focus on who I wanna be

I get on my bed crawling
My heavy heart keeps yawning
My brain commands me to quit
But my stubborn heart won’t offer a sit

I want to open my beak
But the heart fights back
Denying me to speak
Chilling with some people makes me sick

I disconnected from the streets
The wickedness in it will never cease
Got no one to please
Focused on making Ps

I am heading to the top
Put my real ones on the map
Venture the world coz we up
Bring my claws out sharp

McXanti

My Apologies

My apologies to someone out there
Someone who thinks they made me be here
And I don’t show concern about them
I apologise for letting you talk about how you helped me

My apologies to these souls
That wonder around in rage
Closed in hatred’s cage
Because they see me on every page

My apologies to someone who thinks
All my doings are meant to hurt them
That all my success was my plan to prove them
That I did anything on purpose to provoke them, my apologies

My apologies to my enemies if I got any
For in this world we’re many
And you can’t love everybody
You can’t please everybody

My apologies if you’ve struggled
Struggled to put me down
But you failed, my apologies
It’s not your fault you couldn’t, but God got me

My apologies to you who laugh when I cry
Discourage me when I try
Get ashamed when I fly
And hide when you see me up high
My apologies

McXanti

C

My attitude makes me wonder who I’m becoming
Maybe it’s because I lost everything
Living like I’m surviving
Lowkey friends be envying
The legend in the making
All these events got me reminiscing

People say I got no heart
My love is art
No apologies coz no one saw me hurt
No pride or ego just putting myself first
Majoring on progress but tryna move fast
I know tough times don’t last

My slang makes them detest
I can’t move like the rest
Working till sunset
Making moves before returning to my nest
Everyday becoming the best

The sun will rise again
I got goals to attain
More experiences to gain
My only weapon is my brain
Made cream my main
The L was not in vein

McXanti

Anger Strike

I’m a sad man in rage,
Little things change my image,
I can’t have a peaceful sleep at night,
‘Cause I can’t win this fight.

Everything I had touched vanished,
My attitude makes them astonished,
‘Cause every time I burst I show ’em my middle finger,
Raising my insanity,I’m in danger.

I feel like I’m living in a manger,
I smell like a rat, my feelings do malinger,
I can’t fit in your world,
‘Cause I act shit that you can’t afford taking.

I can’t settle, I’m unbearable,
Just like hot kettle on a cooker.
I blaze like fire in gas room,
My moods are always at noon.

Living in anger that I know nothing about,
Figuring but can’t find it out,
I’m going crazy my stomach is boiling,
I need some ice cold water for cooling.

I have been angry all my life
But I don’t know why
Everything makes me angry
Maybe this is the person whom I really am!

I want a life of a loner
I want to deal with my anger alone
I hate being a bother to everyone
Maybe someday I’ll figure it out on my own

McXanti

Life

Life is misery
Life is vanity
Some are in luxury
Others are in lousy

Generations come and go
Yet no good is seen
People live and leave
Still there is no remembrance

They say two are better than one
But individualism have won
The heart of everyone
That my brother is my enemy

We lack vision and mission
We don’t have determination
Our dreams are empty
Evil has prevailed it

We live to be seen
We lack purpose in life
We don’t have ambitions in life
And that the life we are living
Is nothing but an imagination

Life is a dream to the wise
A game to the foolish
A comedy to the rich
And tragedy to the poor

McXanti

My Dark Side

There are painful images in my life
That haunt me night and day
And in the dreams they enter
I can never get away.
 
Then I woke up and realized
That all the hurt that I have done
Is now bound up inside my soul
Where the two have become one.
 
So I fled into the darkness
To hide away from those I hurt
And to protect myself from them as well
I dug a trench into the dirt.
 
Then you entered the darkness where I hid
And found me there alone
Crying for all the pain I’ve caused
As I struggled with my own.
 
Your love could soothe a thousand demons
Including the one in me
And so it wrapped its way around my heart
Oh so easily.
 
When you took me in your loving arms
And comforted me as I cried
I told you of all the things I’d done
And how I wish that I had died.
 
But you wouldn’t let me stay there
In the darkness where I lay
So you lifted me up with your love
And carried me away.
 
Now that your love protects me
In this painful world we’re in
I can finally stop the pain
That burns from deep within

Thank you my sweet princess
For choosing to love someone evil like me
Now I’ll always be there for you
Because of the good  I see in you

McXanti

Incapacitated

For hours he stood petrified
trying to regain himself
He stood like someone under a spell
helplessly starring at her

Her cajoling beauty
did the instant damage
She is an incarnate of Belladonna
making the moon to meet the sun

His senses left him
he is no longer in charge
His heart could only crave
for her body even if it means to the grave

Though innocent and vulnerable
yet she could tame the haughty and wild
She possess a commanding beauty
bringing every man to his knees

One night brought them together
a night they thought would be memorable
Suddenly the spell disappeared
her beauty charms imploded
and left both of them incapacitated

McXanti

Welcome July

At last, the month of tears and struggle is past
Even though it seemed like forever, it didn’t last
June went day in and out with the moon
Now a new into a new month are we shoon

My dear new month, I want to invite you in
And eat of your days in my humble inn
For I want to show you a smile
Even though your brother gave me trouble a pile

So despite the cold you herald as you unfold into the fold
I hope you shall give me a rope of hope in this fouling mould
That I may smile in daylight and fight this Dwight in delight
And even thus, karibu, but remedy our plight

McXanti

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